I really found bowmaking hard when I started. I'd say it took me a good year to get the bows the way I wanted them. And not everyone's tutorials work for every person -- sometimes something you see in one will make things "click" for you. But beyond that, it just takes practice, as the other girls have said. The twisted boutique bow is the hardest, and it's even hard with templates.
You'll get it, though! I know you will